I can't say enough about how uplifting it is to have visitors, phone calls and emails. Not that I can't entertain myself but when there is no one around it is much easier to be overcome by the gravity of the situation. I'm feeling fine right now after three days of chemo with four to go. I'm pretty sure the days will get tougher as the chemo does its job. My immune system will be wiped clean and I will be very susceptible to bad bugs. Fever, nausea, antibiotics could be in my immediate future until the bone marrow regenerates and restarts my immune system. The middle of this next week could be difficult.